Bittersweet Immortality;

A never-ending life of happiness and melancholy,

Because they are Immortals...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Sorry...truly sorry...

feel so mean now...after doing that 2 her...when she supported me n help me 2 improve better...but yet...stil made her upset...i didn't mean it...we all didn't...all of us r realy sorry...

i pray that u won't b mad at us...pls 4giv us...

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Hihi!! I'm back!!! :P

lol!! haha...yup..i'm back!!!hehe...back fr a camp where there were ants who bite a lot n their bites were painful...back fr the camp who i shared my cutlaries evryday n took turns washing them wit CHANG CHANG!!! dang i miss her d...lol...back fr the camp where our new flow was changed again, where they took out the witchdoctor part n stomp...dang...haiz....swt....LOL!!!

Just oni woke up fr like a err i dunno how many hours of sleping...just when i arrived home, i liked went 2 tyhe toilet n start scrubing my hair 4 reason i tink i would mention 2 the world...(it's very disgusting n YUCK!!! Y m i tinking bout it...YUCK)... after washing my hair 4 like 1 hour(yes i kno i waste water thank u very much) i went into my tub n just lie back n I SLEPT IN IT!!!! LOL!!! HAHA!!! I slept like i tink 1 hour in it?? not including the washing hair part la...my maid like bang the door n sort of opened it(wit a key of course) n she saw me sleping in the tub!!! she started laughing like nuts...damn embarassing..;)

n then i dried my hair...or she did cuz i was like sitting dwn n sleping at the same time...so yeah...n then when she was done..i just fell dwn n slept...hehe...LOL LA!! SLEPING IN THE TUB!!! HAHA!!!

P.S.-Joshua's massage was realy painful but now it realy is a relieve 2 me...hehe...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I wish i NEVER knew u...

U made my life misreable...it al started well...but then u destroy our frendship...it doesn't matter if u walk away fr my life, but U took away MY frends!!! i can't bliv u...n when i thought i 4get u n ur realy out of my life...u came back 2day...i suddenly rmembered the days when we were al 2gether... the hapy days...n the worse part is, i MISS those days...n i just start crying n remembring al those pain, heartaches, the anoying fellas in my closing team...i just couldn't take the pain n burden n i just cry...

2 al my team who r my very gud frends now, there r a few of u who r very anoying n i hope y'all can change...but 2 those who saw me broke dwn...lemme tell u smeting...u guys r realy lucky cuz u saw ME crying...i usually don't cry in public..i save those in my room...but now.. it was just soo embarassing...i mean i was crying like 4 the 1st time..in public...n evry1 was like looking at me... A.W. n Starfish was like talking 2 us..n they looked troubled at us n i tink specially me cuz i was crying uncontrollably...DANG!!! MY EYES LOOKS SOO SWOLLEN!!! lol... crying was weird...n specially in public...damn weird...

i hope i won't get into that situation again but i tink i will..in public so mre...haiz...being in the team is changing me so much that i tink i'm a whole new person d...swt...LOL...hehe...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

DON'T BE SHY!!!

U!!! U!!! U!!! DON'T SHY AWAY AND COME 4 MY CHURCH'S YOUTH RALLY CAMP!!! I'L BE WAITING 4 EVRY1!! U CAN CALL ME AND TELL ME THAT U WAN 2 CME!!! I sure wil tell u evryting!!! So wat r u waiting 4??!!! call me now or go 2 my church n fill up the form!! this year's rally is gonna b a BANG!!!




COME DON'T SHY AWAY FRENDS!!!

Monday, November 9, 2009

.....Zzzzzzz.....

i'm tired n slepy.....n hungry not 2 mention aso... :P
Practise 2day...i'm sorry guys..but the boys dance is just not moving at all...thank gudnes the gurls r ok la...that's al we did...n the theme song was super-callli-fregi-listik-espideli-dociously COOL!!! the graduates were awesme!!! (i KNO awesme again..haha) i mean they did a realy fantastic job n our singing leaders gurls-(Daphy Duck, Lizzie Yong, ANNE-she's awesme way!!!-) n not 4getting the "gentlemen"-(Bernarda, exZACHARY n Benji) they were awesme 2!!! i mean evry1 is awesme la1!! haha...
Gathering was a sad-cool-great ending oni 4 this year!!! sad la...no mre gathering...haiz... the "magic show" was quite interesting...but the team are all smarty-pants pple so we sort of guess how it work n our gusses was quite logic...(DUH!!!-LOL)
V.P.S.-evry1 pls come 4 this year's YOUTH RALLY!!! U SURE DON'T WANNA MISS IT N IT'L
B AWESME GUYS!!! N gurls!!! haha!!! those who wan 2 come 4 the camp details are.....
Date -11-14 DEC
Venue-Kem Bina Semangat, K.K.B.
Fees -RM120- if u guys wan the shirt it's RM15:P
SO PLS COME N JOIN US!!!! I 100% BET THAT U GUYS GONNA HAV LOTS OF FUN N B CLOSER 2 GOD!!! EVRY1 JOIN US1!!;P

Saturday, November 7, 2009

It's late n i'm stil hungry...swt...

.....SWT......

I mean wat kind of person who wil wake up in the middle of night( after 1 xtually) n suddenly start hunting the fridge n snacks cupboard 4 food???!!?? i mean..wat........??? that's soo lame...my maid woke up in a fright n thought there were a bunch of rats inside the fridge n scratching the snacks cupboard but found ME wit a whole bunch of twiigies, junk foods n i dunno wat else i was holding...

anyway...i wan 2 go play games n eat my snacks n then go 2 bed...praktis 2moro 9.00 O'CLOCK in the mrning!!!! haiz.... ends at 5.30??!! but at least i'm doing smeting... rather stuck in the hse doing nth.... I wan 2 go skol but it's 100000 worse going 2 skol than just staying at home... i mean come on..who wil prefer 2 watch klasik malay mvies(i mean i've watch it many times d so i feel bored...but there r sme nice klasik mveis la...it's just bore me now) than TWILIGHT?? Or Fast n Furious?? Or i mean...there r soo many things better 2 do at home than skol...but stil it's boring...haiz...

-eating now...09team lets carry this "burden" given fr GOD n outreach 2 all n make them feel GOD's presence as the way he has touched us 2...those in the team who think that they haven't been touch yet, don't wory...HE'S up there...HE has a plan...so just sit back and wait 4 HIS touch...:P-

Tired.......zzzzzzzz