PAIN...

After all the pain n hardship, n left dwn, kick around by those i thought were my real true friends... i've learned that u can't trust any1 else even ur parents cept 4 GOD....... even if u tell ur mum who ur crush is or ur dad who it is...they'l go havoc n then tell evry1 in the fmily bout this guy or gurl though u beg them not 2.... parents.... they just love u...u can 4giv them...
but when ur friends since primary skol suddenly stabs u at the back, by telling al ur secrets like they're just simple n normal conversations... u feel realy hurt n let dwn... repeat n repeat u get the same stab evry part of ur body...the stab is xtremly painful... n even though u try 2 4 get it... the pain n btrayal quietly creeps in ur mind when ur aslep or daydreaming n u'l remember what they've done...n it hurts again...u try 2 giv it up 2 GOD..u try n beg him 2 take the pain away fr u but the pain always sticks in ur core...
nothing can ever destroy the pain..... even GOD had 2 b in pain al the time watching us leave in misery n greed n al the unhealthy ways we live even though he gav us his oni son 2 die 4 us.... u can let go of the pain..but sooner or later the pain wil return n hurt u a million times harder.. pain is immortal.... evry1 human or plants, or animals or nature who feels the pain by what we're doing 2 them-destructing nature by using CFC, air-con, etc...even GOD!!! feels pain......
n it hurts when u wan 2 let it go...but sme1 else wil push n add mre salt in the wound... when ur friends don't trust u.... when ur friends don't like u cuz sme1 poison thier minds cuz of jeaousy... when those u wan 2 make friends with look dwn on u cuz u don't fit in their rank... the most painful thing u'l ever feel ( cept anything 2 do bout fmily) is when ur friends left u out... when ur friends ignore u...but like Jesus...we ned 2 move on we ned 2 suffer 2 reach what we want...n the pain no matter how strong it is..... wil soon dissapear but not completly....when u hav GOD wit u....even though the pain wil stil cme we ned 2 trust HIM 4 it is oni HIM who we can trust... b careful who u place ur trust or they'l end up stabbing u not oni fr the back but even in front of u..
s 1 of my gud friend said....pray hard...n pray harder when u feel like how i felt when i was alone in the dark... prayers.....is the oni cure not time..... pray sincerely n u'l find peace.....

pain canot b vanquish completly...
but can b ignored if u have faith...
without faith u can't move on closer 2 HIM...
believe in urself n ttrust HIM...
draw others 2 him but b careful who u put ur trust...
or u'l end up hurt...
and u'l chase away HIM...
and the madness of life shal consume u...
until there's no 1 else 4 u...
nothing left 4 u...
oni death...
and that death which creeps 2wards u...
is not even peaceful...
just cuz u fall in the madness of the pain u suffer...
u'l leave the world also in pain n not peace...
beware...
pple say don't mess with fire...
but i say don't mess with ur faith...
cuz if u slack a little...
evryting wil b lost...
the candle 2 light wil b bown out...
n a painful death awaits...